okay.. im gna mug late tonight.. cos i realised im very very dead for phy....

anyway... trng starts tmr.. yes even more dead... i need time to train up.. but it's okay... i know i will just be panting like dog tmr...but oyays.. in a way im released alr and can revert to my more normal life?=P

im gna run alot alot alot and pull jing with me... im gna make my first run tmr aft the exams with jing...
and im gna diet alot alot...
and im gna watch youtube alotalot..
there's nice videos like you know
1) jaychou's the secret
2) high sch musical
3) this new show with zhang shao han and some hot guy called gong zhu xiao mei
4) and im gna look out for my mike he/wang shao wei and umm other hot and tall guys=P

i sound so lag and despo but im not.. i just need an outlet to release...
im gna go for night runs at ECP(sneak out of the house)... and prolly pull someone along for safety's sake.. and swim more.. exercise more.. and get back into shape
cos it sucks feeling unfit and eeks fair like snow white..

my mum thought i applied cosmetic powder on my face
like walao eh.. i got so fair meh=/

it's okay as i said.. i will become more normal(as in skinnier, tanner, tonedner, more sane mentally and less stressed)

and then gain back my mental health by spending more time with my friends my mum and my bro... go the airport more and cont'd tailing pilots.... i need to gain back my sanity... i sound like the exams raped me of my normal life... but yes isn't that true

waa cant wait... change needs time... and i have alotta time aft the exams..
WHEE